I don't (want to) need a job!!

I wanted to work at a bookstore or something over winter break, but didn't work out so well. Turns out they don't really do so much hiring over winter break, and not so much for fifteen year olds, either. but- loophole in the job industry!!!- PUBLISHERS don't care about age!!! hahahahahahhha... so if i get published, i won't need a job, i'll sell my books instead! Good idea, huh? Except for that annoying little 'reality' bit. But whatever...
I should probably go work on that bestseller because if it's not finished, it's not really worth much...
But i'm soooooo glad finals are over- today was the worst day of them all- i had PE!!!!! TWO HOURS OF PE!!! torture. we ran the mile (i pretty much flunked.) then did self-defense again. uggghhhkkkkkkkk. we learned how to
1) dislocate someone's thumb. EWWWWWWW!!!!
2) dislocate someone's ankle... i shudder to think of it...
3) two ways to break someone's arm... sooooooo horrible to watch them even demonstrate it, and they weren't even going through with it! he just did the step by step thing
4) and how to pretty much attack a rapist. Yeah, okay. He knows there are only EIGHT GIRLS IN THE WHOLE CLASS, right? Yeah, no. and he made like 6 people practice it too. and i'm like ummmmm no, no way. it's so stupid. it's like, yeah, you got them off you by a stroke of dumb luck... so now what?
then we played soccer (i got hit in the head) and that's it. i really hope we won't play that after break. it's SO VIOLENT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! there are like 41 guys and only 3 girls that play, and they're so insane and all grrrrr-intense. scaaarrryyy intimidating. ok, soccer is FUN when you play it with, like, friends who don't want to hurt you. but these dudes are scarrrrryyyy... the stupid ball is in the air half the time, too. jeeze. just wait till it hits the ground, why don't they???!!!!

I've been playing the same 2 songs over and over again today.
Nostalgia- 4LYN and Richtig Scheisse- Killerpilze both have awesome videos, too.

anyways. i have to work on stuff now. so yeah.