Way Outdated Here..

This hasn't been updated in a looooong time. Here's a quick rundown of all the changes since then:
1) I swear I'm prettier.
2) And more narcissistic.
3) I was kidding about that part. Both one and two. Really!
4) Gonna study English and Business as undergrad
5) Then Harvard Law
6) Probably UBC as undergrad
7) I think I've gotten way more OCD, obvious from the organization here.
8) I'll start a blog soon and link you all up. We all cool with that? Awesome.

I feel like a preschooler. But a happy one.

I think i've finally gotten the whole time-telling thing down. Mostly because of Sabrina.

Example of this:
Me: uggghhkkk how much longer until school's over?!
Sabrina:I don't know, why don't you tell me? *innocent smile*
Me: Augh!
Sabrina: The hard way.
Me: um... um... um...
Sabrina: Are you going to have this dramatic pause every time someone asks you for the time.
Me: Zeit existist nicht. *my spelling is off, i know*
Sabrina: Time!
Me: Um.... swei or zehn *picking the easy option*
Sabrina: uh-huh. and?
Me: zehn nach swei.
Sabrina: YES!

so now i'm working on my accent. and despite the dramatic pause, i'm really enjoying being able to do this. It's not like French class, where i dread speaking cuz the teacher is SO EVIL, but i'm always so euphoriatic (i know that's not a word) when i'm speaking German. and i'm super quiet in all my classes, except that one. i just love talking in German, even though i'm saying like, two-word answers.
Sabrina said that at the rate i'm going, i might be able to take the AP test in German. that would be sooooo great!!

And AP testing, about that, in French- ughk. we have to take a practice one for the final. even though i'm in FRENCH FOUR. not AP FRENCH! there's a distinction. i know it, everyone knows it, except the teacher.

Culture points are due tomorrow :) usually, people watch 2 movies and write a 1 page review.
I wrote a 40 page book about a german guy, Franky, visiting France.
I can't wait to see her face...

and German school's on saturday!!!! <3

College. Brilliant ideas.

Right. It's been a while. And that's beacuse i lost the URL and besides, my friends who read don't actually leave comments so i felt a little unloved.
anyways.
i was always thinking, "i'd like to go to USF for college and then harvard for med school. and then i'll get a job at a hopsital in germany'
Brilliant idea hit me, don't ask why i didn't think of it before.
I now want to go to college in Germany. Problem is, do you know how difficult it is to research this? I just started german school an amazing.... two weeks ago.
So it's a little..... far out there. But i figure, passion + determination = possible? not sure, but i can't stand the thought of having to wait eight years until i can live in Germany. Everything i did before then would feel so temporary. and i'm, of course, thinking about the whole 'and if i meet a guy? I'd leave him for germany, but i'd feel so bad' thing. knowing me, and my seriousness, you can imagine how much i've thought about this.
And right now i should be going to do APUSH homework, cuz i have dance class in like.... an hour. and a zillion pages of history to do. augh.

positive note, i decided that Berlin, Neumunster, or somewhere in that vicinity, is my dream spot for college. anyone care? no, no, didn't think so. hahaha.

Ciphers, Encryptions... all that fun stuff

well, i've officially found the one thing that's harder to write about that casino robbing. historical fantasy. ok, genre doesn't actually exist, but now it does.
anyhow. with my newly obtained knowledge of ciphers, encrypting and steganography, i could.. um... yeah. so that's basically not so normal knowledge. but at least it's relatively useful.
kinda.
anyways, i was working with keyword ciphers. fun. also, the new book's 'historical' part is the Lincoln assassination, something i could go on about for hours. seriously. hours. i've read soo much about it, (currently a 500-page book, Manhunt, i highly recommend it) it's pathetic.
anyways. i'm going to go work on it. don't miss me too much.

I don't (want to) need a job!!

I wanted to work at a bookstore or something over winter break, but didn't work out so well. Turns out they don't really do so much hiring over winter break, and not so much for fifteen year olds, either. but- loophole in the job industry!!!- PUBLISHERS don't care about age!!! hahahahahahhha... so if i get published, i won't need a job, i'll sell my books instead! Good idea, huh? Except for that annoying little 'reality' bit. But whatever...
I should probably go work on that bestseller because if it's not finished, it's not really worth much...
But i'm soooooo glad finals are over- today was the worst day of them all- i had PE!!!!! TWO HOURS OF PE!!! torture. we ran the mile (i pretty much flunked.) then did self-defense again. uggghhhkkkkkkkk. we learned how to
1) dislocate someone's thumb. EWWWWWWW!!!!
2) dislocate someone's ankle... i shudder to think of it...
3) two ways to break someone's arm... sooooooo horrible to watch them even demonstrate it, and they weren't even going through with it! he just did the step by step thing
4) and how to pretty much attack a rapist. Yeah, okay. He knows there are only EIGHT GIRLS IN THE WHOLE CLASS, right? Yeah, no. and he made like 6 people practice it too. and i'm like ummmmm no, no way. it's so stupid. it's like, yeah, you got them off you by a stroke of dumb luck... so now what?
then we played soccer (i got hit in the head) and that's it. i really hope we won't play that after break. it's SO VIOLENT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! there are like 41 guys and only 3 girls that play, and they're so insane and all grrrrr-intense. scaaarrryyy intimidating. ok, soccer is FUN when you play it with, like, friends who don't want to hurt you. but these dudes are scarrrrryyyy... the stupid ball is in the air half the time, too. jeeze. just wait till it hits the ground, why don't they???!!!!

I've been playing the same 2 songs over and over again today.
Nostalgia- 4LYN and Richtig Scheisse- Killerpilze both have awesome videos, too.

anyways. i have to work on stuff now. so yeah.

The Queen of Ribbon and Scissors

Yeah. I'm the Queen of ribbon- several people already know about this... and my tendency to go a little ribbon-happy while wrapping things... i once used up almost an entire spool of ribbon on one little gift. and also, i'm the Queen of Scissors- today, during history, i made paper dolls! Like, the cutout kind, where there are five cute little dolls all holding hands... yeah. scissor QUEEN. anyways, thank heavens, chemistry wasn't a total mental torture today. i'd have probably been really grrrrrrrrr-ish. i was having fun on deviantart.com this afternoon... its-all-a-secret. have i got the coolest names or what?
i have to work on my english stuff WHICH I HATE...
au revoir

Starting Out Anew

So here I go again with yet another blog. . I do this a lot, start a blog, get either banned from the website or bored of it. such is my attention span.
So anyways. I'm supposed to be studying but... maybe later. I'm just one of those wonderful, procrastinating people who just can't seem to get started on homework right away. I mean, i always 'have to' do something else. like today, i started another story since the idea was bugging me for a whole eight hours. and that's too long for a story to sit. actually, i started the synopsis in math, but still...
i just realized something reallyreallyreally aggrivating... tomorrow is the last day i'll have chemistry for this year- which is, in part, PHENOMENAL- but also... it'll be like fridays for my little stalker. (literally little). uuuugggggggghhhhhhhkkkkkkkkkkkk.... gargoyle-kisser. eww.
on a lighter note, (actually, two) there is a land of dark, evil and twisted people, and i am their queen. that was decided today.
and also, i was told that my sense of humour is 'dark'. i'm soooooooo happy!!!!!!!!! (don't ask why)
i hope my stalker won't bug me again tomorrow. i might do something mean like snap at him again.
(which between you all and me was actually quite fun and rather therapeutic as well)